When your most trusted ones leaves you how will you feel?
When your most trusted and loved one leaves you or fails you "behind your back, lying to you " for a few hours of someone else’s talk, how deeply would it hurt?

And when they come back crying, how would it feel?

And still you laugh at them and tells them that it’s all ok , don’t worry , am there, cause you don’t want your loved one to cry for another second and as their tears stops and yours starts inside your heart and they don’t realise it, how would you feel?

You spent many sleepless nights for your loved ones so that they can have a goodnight sleep and when once you ask them not to sleep for a while because you are alone at night and they ask you to leave if you want and responds to someone else’s messages in deep sleep , how would you feel ?

And still try to smile at them when your mind is filled with molten lava so that you don’t want them to be sad, and they still hides from you, how would you feel? And when finally when you are forced to leave them how would it feel?

When you love them so much and hurts for them so much ......

Decisions....

Decisions. …

A decision makes all the difference. Life is full of decisions and the correct one can make you everything you always wanted and the wrong ones make you into your worst nightmare. Two things fuel your decisions your emotions and your brain or what ever that you uses to think.

Emotions leads to decisions that your heart wants, it could be wrong but you don’t care, its what you want. I would say eating an ice-cream when you are having heavy cold is an emotional decision, and when you think a little about it and decides not to eat it is the decision from the brain. So when you make a decision it’s all about thinking before you make a decision or just doing what you want.

Love.....

Love…

This word has always amused me . Love means different to different people , in fact love means different to each one of us . To some love is something that happens over long time and for some a little while. Some even believes it happens in a second.

Today there are so many types of love and everyone basically differentiates it into two . True love and love. The word love has developed so much that when two people say that they are in love the first thing that every one asks is that are you guys serious ?!!. Well, I was wondering what the best answer for it is? Ya , am pretty sure a lot of the people who are really serious don’t want to spread the word around. Yes , I would say the best way would be to keep them at a confused state . Tell some that they are deeply in love and some that nothing we broke up or just joking around. What I feel happens here is that , all of them will discuss about this when we are not around and they will all be in a confused state . This will in a way help in avoiding any kind of judgment and even if they make any they will be making a judgment that he is that or he is this . That means they wont make any judgments about the love thing!! Oops I drifted away from the subject so much …

Yes love , I have been studying everyone around me and it is so different . I mean each has such a huge difference in opinion over this word. I have run into people who tell me this all nothing. Ya some believe that this is all nothing, true love is something that does not even exist . Some has a great range of meanings heheh ya they have so many to love and that too love truly although its only for a week or two. There are some who feels love happens only ones and they live in the shadow of their love if they had a rough one with theirs that is. Some of them expects the other person to find it out , that is they never express it or rather never expresses it in words . I am ending this post here , I think its incomplete but my mood is not letting me to finish it.

“If you are in true love , then nothing matters….” :- Gautham S

Loneliness ...

Loneliness….

Ever felt you are being ignored by every one? Or that you are alone in this world ?
Yaa, am pretty sure every one of has gone through that and many must be going through that rite as I speak. I am sitting in my café and thinking what to do as I thought abut the new thing am into, bolging . So here goes .

Am surrounded by strangers most of the days , I am working in a café part time that is, I also am a student enjoying my college life. I feel lonely very easily , I don’t know why?
May be its because I take a lot and that is a lot of time to make good friends or even any sort of friendship with any one. And ya the world is moving so fast and may be the relations are also very fast. Every one wants a guy or a gal who can mingle fast with you and make you feel he or she knows you for an entire eternity.

Ya, as I was saying lonely, I am surrounded by friends and I have to say I have a bunch of really good friends. Still I feel am lonely at times , actually most of the time and still I know I have a lot of friends. May be its all in me , I just like to be in my own little world and just a very few people in it.

“Loneliness is just an empty piece of space , fill it with colours of life and relations or it will fill you with darkness”. :- Gautham S.

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Message frenzy !!

2000 sms !!! and free!! Wow …. Now every were there is a buzzing sound . beep beep beep beep. All the students in the city are wondering what to do with all the sms they have got. Forwards are in plenty now . Yes that also means a change in the number too . Almost all the students are running around the BSNL office now that the news about the new sim is well spread . Call rates are down and sms is now free. What more can a student ask for and all he needs is a photo and an idcard . Message on guys………... GOOD LUCK ..

Being a rock (poem)

Being a ROCK

I am silent, I don’t move …….

I am silent even if you scream ,

I don’t move until you throw me or kick me…

I won’t complain, still.

I am very patient, may be the most patient,

I can listen to your sorrows and won’t get bored,

I won’t utter a word if you are angry at me,

I will be the same when you are happy.



We are like you, we are never alike,

we are different, every one of us.

Some of us are humongous and some tiny,

our colors varies from place to place like you.

And you call us in different names and

we are valued differently by you.

Though we know we are the same,

may be that’s what you do, may be you forget.

Forget that you are all the same though you look different.

Maybe its time you learn from us, to be silent,

to be stable, to be patient , to be calm,

and to understand that you all are the same.

The robotic me.... (Poem)

THE ROBOTIC ME …

I am so happy ,THE day is so near.

I can feel the thrill already

the wait is almost over....

I am so happy .I know it will be ,

it will be a time to remember .

I know I will embrase these,

these bits of memories.

Suddenly it struck me.

Like a thunder , like a bullet,

so fast it will be , so fast it will be over....

and I be back to the robotic me....